Anyyywaaayysss....seems I have lost my reason to draw...like...I just can't ever be satisfied with what ends up on paper. I hate whatever I draw, and I hate me for not getting it right. I have no one to draw for and I have nothing to aspire to. I just feel like I have lost all momentum behind what innocent dreams I used to pursue....is this just adulthood? The realization that I will never be what I dreamed to be? It can't be. I used to have such amazing goals and drive. Now I'm just over it. I can't seem to find a direction...instead I'd just rather stay where I am and give up...
This is probably some form of artist block, but it really sucks and it has lasted quite a while....even when I can draw something...I usually end up hating it.
Can you help me?
Do any of you have something that gets you over this kind of thing? Certain music, shows, advice, activities??...I just really have no idea what to do at the moment.
I'm so close to just burning all my sketchbooks and throwing in the towel in the art field.
Sorry if this is a bit of a depressing read...I'm desperately trying to not let the emotions flow through me as I type.. ;;n;;
Thanks for reading, and thank you if you leave some advice!! Also, if you don't want to publicly leave your advice, feel free to note me.